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Tuesday, January 25, 2011

TAKING LONG WALKS

TAKING LONG WALKS

Over the years I have developed the habit of taking long walks before the sun comes up so I can be alone. I want to catch the dawn and watch the city awaken to a new day slowly moving like  caterpillar,  cars crawling, trailing, crawling, cars, coming out of nowhere  winding through the open avenues as the street lights begin to fade in the break of day.   This is the only time I can talk to myself without someone noticing me if I’m some kind of a nut. I carry out this conversation with myself  to relive and file away in my mind the past experiences, as well as the anxious anticipations, in a dialogue that seems to be  monologue. I sometimes lose the sense of things around me  though I feel the mechanical movement of shuffling feet,  and hear   the talks in my head. This exercise is incredibly wonderful because I can get lost from the oppressive complexity of things. This virtual isolation is a refuge, an escape, like curling up behind a hiding place to get away for a time from the pressure cooker we call civilized living. There is something transforming in this daily solitary walk. The self talking to self  suddenly ceases, going deeper in outward silence, in which  only  the  still small voice of the Almighty God,  whispers,  BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD. I WILL BE EXALTED AMONG THE NATIONS, I WILL BE EXALTED IN THE EARTH”(PSALM 46:10)  

Of all creatures walking on the face of the earth man is the most fascinating.  His physical attributes are superb, his thinking and reasoning processes are unsurpassed, his complex emotions immeasurable, and above all he alone talks to himself and wonders and asks the question, “Who am I”?  “How did I come to be?” “Why am I here?” “What will I be?”       

A long time ago, the Warrior King David looked up to the heavens,  ruminated and asked, his Creator, “What is man that You are mindful of him?  The son of man that you care for him?”(Psalm 8:4)  

“What is man - What claim has one so weak, and frail, and short-lived, to be remembered by time? What is there in man that entitles him to so much notice? Why has God conferred on him so signal honor? Why has he placed him over the works of his hands? Why has he made so many arrangements for his comfort? Why has he done so much to save him? He is so insignificant his life is so much like a vapor, he so soon disappears, he is so sinful and polluted, that the question may well be asked, why such honor has been conferred on him, and why such a dominion over the world has been given him.”(Barnes Notes on the Bible)

Thursday, January 13, 2011

THE PARABLE OF THE SELFLESS MONK

THE PARABLE OF THE SELFLESS MONK

A story is told of a Monk who in his monastic life has taken the vow of poverty.  One day as he was walking prayerfully along the rugged path that leads to the forlorn botanical garden of the monastery, he found a glittering  gemstone, the kind and value of which, is inconsequential to his Spartan taste.  Having taken the vow of poverty, the idea of selling the gem or even exploiting its commercial value never entered  his mind, so he simply kept it like a souvenir.  It was not for long that he was unable to keep his newly found treasure from his fellow Monks, and as they gazed at the gemstone’s beauty and brilliance they all praised God  for this marvel of creation. His fellow Monks, however,  used to the simplicity of monastic life, felt that the jewel  is much too precious to be sold for money so they suggested that he should keep it so other travelers and pilgrims could see its  beauty.

One day a visitor came. The monk showed the gemstone to him. The visitor dared to ask if the Monk was willing to give it to him. The kind Monk asked the visitor if he really needed it. Knowing that the Monk had taken the vow of helping those in need, he replied that he direly needed the gem for whatever it was worth. The Monk readily gave the jewel to him. So the visitor went merrily on his way, cheered by this stroke of luck.

A few days later the visitor returned to the monastery looking for the kind and bighearted   Monk.  The Monk asked why he came back. The visitor explained that he had come to return the gem. Puzzled the monk asked the visitor why his change of heart. The visitor said,” I don’t really need this precious jewel. I realized I need something far more precious than this jewel.  I want to have that very thing which enabled your heart to give away, without the slightest selfishness, something as precious as a jewel .”

Reflecting on this parable one can only imagine  what could have happened had the Monk who found the gemstone became selfish, or if the other Monks became greedy and covetous, or if all of them, including the visitor, were over powered by the fatal attraction of worldly things.

In the Book of Luke Jesus said to them, "Watch out! Be on your guard against all kinds of greed; a man's life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions."(Luke 12:15).

The background of this verse brings us to the two brothers who were fighting each other over a piece of property as their inheritance. One brother took advantage of the other brother effectively stripping the latter of his rightful share in the inheritance.  

Here our Lord gives a strong warning against greed and turning one’s heart to love worldly possessions over and above anyone. There is more to life than taking, having, getting, receiving, and keeping. There is boundless riches and joy in the sacrifice of giving and emptying one’s self that others may receive God’s  blessings imparted by a loving, caring heart which utterly  forgets self, and surrenders the human will to the indwelling Spirit of Christ .    

Friday, January 7, 2011

THE LAWYER AS ADVOCATE OF PEACE

MESSAGE TO NEW LAWYERS
Ladies and Gentlemen good evening.
Looking at the new breed of young lawyers today, who would be joining the exclusive and elite priesthood of legal advocacy, I could not help seeing myself reflected in the mirror of their youth, when I too was a young lawyer, fresh out of law school, and still wet between the ears. I was 24 years old, and what gave me the highest pleasure and pride, was the honorific title of “Attorney”. At last, I said, people would not simply be calling me “Mr.” but “Attorney,” and this title, would precede may name for life.
        After the bar, or after I got over the bar, (not the one open at nights) I had two major choices,   judging from the offers that came: Either to join the big name law firms and  the corporate giants in the Manila Metropolis, or to decline all offers and hang  my shingle in a small office in Bacolod City, the place of my birth.. I chose the latter. I don’t know if I made the right choice but I chose to be a small country  lawyer, rejecting the potential of earning  big bucks, and instead cut my teeth in the fast vanishing field of solo practice, where you were on your own. . Why  I became a judge is another story.
        But let me tell you why I had a soft spot for country lawyers. Big time practitioners, counsels of corporate giants and partners of humongous law firms in the bustling metropolis of Metro Manila, do not know the heartbeat of their community. The harvest field is so vast, they are too much  detached, cold, clinical and impersonal. They are mainly preoccupied with maximum billings.  They move only in their own urban kindred circles. They don’t care about social acceptability.
In contrast, the small city lawyer knows his community and embraces the people who live, work and interact with him everyday, moving in the same usual places where they meet.  He knows that in his local community the administration of justice is based on law practice. He is looked upon as a champion of a cause, whether that cause be worthy or unworthy. At times if he gets the good breaks, he can get into politics, become a local politician, and end up not practicing law or sadly, practicing law for free.
The life of the law, it has been said, is not logic but experience. The small city lawyer is a peace maker. He handles and resolves problems with a personal touch, using the wisdom of experience, and invoking the most basic of legal principles. He appeals to the values of  kinship and friendship. He does not specialize in any field of law, because he professes to be a master of all. He is not choosy about clients who are mostly known to him as friends, neighbors and worst quarrelling relatives. Once engaged, he takes his obligation seriously. He takes control of the litigation. He does everything from writing pleadings, legal briefs, and fighting the case in court. He acts as confidant, adviser and counselor.  He summons all his powers or resources to the cause. He identifies himself with the client’s cause, fully, sometimes too fully. He would fight the adverse party,  fight the counsel of the adverse party, fight every hostile witness, fight the court and fight any obstacle to his client’s cause. He  thinks and formulates all kinds and types of motions and pleadings, for every purpose under the sun, and dumps them all to the  opposing counsel, who in equal measure, looses a barrage of acerbic rejoinders all to  the exasperation of the judge. He appeals if he loses the case. If he loses  in the end, he joins his client, (if the client is still not in prison)  in the bars (the ones open at night) and  watering holes, blaming,  and  cursing and chewing out the judge like an appetizer,  over rounds of heavy drinking.
But beneath the surface  he loves his profession. He has a sense of dedication to the administration of justice. He is proud to be the lone advocate, he is courteous, and respects the judicial office. The law to him is like a religion and its practice, more than a profession. He is not always popular in his community, but he is too independent minded to inspire confidence.
        As new lawyers, in this modern age, you have now more choices and far greater field of choices in whatever type of lawyering you hope to specialize in. I wouldn’t advise you to follow the fast disappearing breed of country lawyers, although, I would like to suggest, you  embrace his practical virtues and high ideals.
The late theologian and Roman Catholic priest Henry Nouwen in a passage from his book, wrote: "The lust for power has entrapped the human spirit. Instead of gratitude there is resentment, instead of praise there is criticism, instead of forgiveness there is revenge, instead of healing there is wounding, instead of compassion there is competition, instead of cooperation there is violence, instead of love there is immense fear."  As lawyers you will always be in the frontline of conflicts and controversies. I don’t see, however, why as advocates fighting the cause of your clients, you cannot be a peacemaker.

As  you begin  your journey into the  challenging land of the law,  I hope you will become men and women who  will bring out hope, instead of despair, unity instead of divisiveness, faith instead of unbelief, love instead of hatred, compassion instead of indifference.
Wherever your mission leads you, always remember that you are legal craftsmen, and not simply legal carpenters. Strive to practice your profession, as the highest form of art.
        Welcome and God Bless You.
(DELIVERED AT THE TESTIMONIAL DINNER HONORING THE NEW MEMBERS OF THE BAR, HOSTED BY THE INTEGRATED BAR OF THE  PHILIPPINES, NEGROS OCCIDENTAL CHAPTER, IN BACOLOD CITY, BY JUDGE RAY ALAN T. DRILON, EXECUTIVE JUDGE, RTC BACOLOD CITY, June 20, 2008.)


Saturday, January 1, 2011

THE MESSAGE I HEAR ON NEW YEAR’S DAY

THE MESSAGE I HEAR ON NEW YEAR’S DAY
I belong to a Christian Congregation which has established the rather unusual tradition of holding worship services, on the first day of the first month of the New Year.  It is very difficult  to gather as much worshippers on this particular day, because people are still reeling from the depressive mood of post New Year celebration,  of merry making,  noise making, and over-eating, that they aren’t predisposed to be particularly spiritual or religious. My Spiritual Counselor, though, has been hammering the point that there can be no better way to start the New Year right, than going to church to worship the True and Living God.  After all, he said, there are no other Christian Churches, except ours, which hold services on New Year’s Day.  He further adds, in an effort to dissuade me from putting up excuses, that  the Pastor of the flock is not expected to vacillate from his desire to deliver  his brand new,  New Year’s Message even if he has to preach to the empty pews. 
I turn to my wife for relief but before I can say anything, she plainly turns me down, saying that both my Spiritual Counselor and the Pastor of the flock are right, and she considers the matter closed, without further argument, so off we  go.  I can’t argue with my wife.
As expected there are a handful of parishioners in attendance. I sit sleepy, in the front pew, seemingly solemn, listening to the sermon which lulls me to sleep.    My drowsiness dissipates when from the familiar droning of the Preacher,  his voice rises to a crescendo saying, “ Embrace the uncertainties in life with the assurance of God’s promises,  for in this new year  this might be your last ! ”
This exhortation strikes like laser beam that shakes me awake. This reminds to thank God that I am still around listening to this New Year’s message.  As I reflect on the events which happened in my life in the year that was, truly God’s compassions never fail. They are new everyday and His faithfulness endures forever. I only survive and weather the unpredictable storms of life, which at times, come in waves,  and  scale the walls of adversities, danger, and afflictions, which I think are impossible to surmount,  solely by the Grace and Mercy of God our Creator. In my weakness and lack of faith, my Lord and Savior is faithful all these past years.  Whenever the pride of self-sufficiency creeps up  His Word often reminds me  not to rely upon myself,  but to trust Him, for He promised,  “ I will never leave you nor forsake you” (Hebrew 13:5).  He is our refuge and strength, a very present help in times of trouble. (Psalm 46:1).  Life indeed is uncertain.  We need to embrace the uncertainties of life with the calm assurance that though we fall, underneath are the Everlasting Arms. (Deut. 33:27)
On this first day of the year, I hope to sleep soundly, without fear and hope to wake again on the second day, sustained only by His grace and loving-kindness.